Rambunctious

an expression of life

You think you’re gonna live your life alone in darkness and seclusion. Yeah I know…you’ve been out there…tried to mix with those animals…and it just left you full of humiliated confusion. So you stagger back home. And wait for nothing. But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street…and now you’re desperate and in need of human contact….and then you meet me. And your whole world changes. Because everything I say is everything you’ve ever wanted to hear. So you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears and you trust me completely. I’m perfect…in every way…cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside. You feel so lucky. But your ego obscures reality. And you never bother to wonder why things are going so well.

…you wanna know why?
Cause I’m a liar. I’ll tear your mind out. I’ll burn your soul. I’ll turn you into me.

I’ll hide behind a smile and understanding eyes and I’ll tell you things that you already know…so you can say…I really identify with you, so much. And all the time that you’re needing me…is just the time that I’m bleeding you.

Don’t you get it yet?

I’ll come to you like an affliction. And I’ll leave you like an addiction. You’ll never forget me.

I don’t know why I feel the need to lie and cause you so much pain. Maybe its something inside…maybe it’s something I cant explain. Cause all I do is mess you up and lie to you.

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Henry Rollins (via fecklesss) (via imaginaryassholes)

i really like this

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